2 week mark. Finishing
Strong.
I have finished my last week of classes at school – next
week is finals week. Tomorrow we have a class trip for my art class to a museum
in Madrid, and two friends and I are going to see el Rey Lion (the Lion King)
at a theater in Madrid. It is my last weekend in Toledo with my host family.
After finals are done, I am going with my school to Zamora and Camino de
Santiago from the 23rd to the 26th, the “graduation”
ceremony at school on the 27th, and then my flight back to the U.S.
is on Thursday, the 28th. Wow my last two weeks are going to be
packed!
As may be expected, I have very mixed emotions about
finishing the semester abroad and going home. I am truly excited to go home
because I am excited to see everyone. I am excited for summer to come and to be
outside, and to see lakes and grass. Also, of course, I am sad for leaving
Toledo – this place is like nowhere else and I really do want to return
someday, especially to see my host family. My host family – I have been really
lucky to have gotten so close to them during this semester, especially with
Carmen. Even though she gets mad at me sometimes or is a little sassy/bossy
when we are playing together, I think we still have a special bond and I am
going to miss her. I am also going to miss school and classes and all the
program coordinators at the Fund, they are all so nice. And just walking around
Toledo, oh Toledo. So am I excited to go home? Yes. Am I very sad to leave
Spain? Yes. So many mixed emotions, but I know one thing for sure – I am very
blessed and this has truly been a once in a lifetime experience. I also know
that my journey is nowhere near finished, God has much more in store for me,
more than I could ever imagine.
Here are some (definitely not all though) of the “little
things” I am going to miss from my semester:
My Spanish family:
eating dinner together every night; watching Disney Channel with Carmen and
Carmen always getting mad at my host mom for talking while we are trying to
watch; listening to Carmen practice violin and piano; playing together or
playing with the rabbit with Carmen nearly every night; learning to peal
oranges with a knife and still epically failing at doing it; Javi’s responses
to some of the things Maria Jesús says; just listening to their conversations
and trying to follow along; laughing because all of them are laughing, even
though you don’t know what was funny, or the opposite, laughing at something
and they look at you weirdly because you definitely misunderstood what they
were saying and you are laughing at something that is not funny at all; joining
them for a quick run to the bread shop or the supermarket; going on walks in
the park by the apartment
My friends: speaking
Spanish with each other, sometimes more like Spanglish, especially during lunch
at the Fund; walks in Toledo; telling each other stories about our host
families; our mutual love for café con leche; seeing each other at school every
day; laughing a lot because everything seems to be funnier when told in
Spanish; my intercambio and how she helps me with my Spanish and then when we
switch to English forgetting she is not a native English speaker because she is
so good at speaking English
The Fund: all the
program coordinators always stopping to say hi and talk, but at the same time
running around the building doing their job of making our experience here the
absolute best; the librarian always coming into classes to fix technology
problems and the way he says “nada” before he leaves; Yuki’s service learning
class and Araceli’s Master Painters class; the reception guys always asking how
you are when you are signing up for classes; sitting in the cafeteria doing
homework with café con leche
Travels: taking a
simple bus or a train ride and you are in a whole new place; trying to figure
out where you are because the paper maps are either hard to read or aren’t even
accurate; sitting down at a restaurant not really knowing what to expect but
ready to eat anything because you are so hungry from walking around all day;
seeing new things and new places; feeling very incompetent and unknowledgeable,
but then again confident enough to just travel with a group of friends and
experience new things together; the fun times outweighing the challenges you
had to face to make those memories
TOLEDO: there are
too many to name, I love this place - my favorite coffee shop; my house; my
school; the streets; the natives; the buildings; the view; my home across the
world